” Whatever you give your emotion to, becomes reality for you.”


Meditate every day. Always choose love. Do not let fear control you. Love anyway. It is interesting to think ” The collective negativity of our group conscious an even create natural disasters.”  But we have to remember, that large storms, are all in a sense incredibly large cleanings.

Prayers to the families in Mexico.

PS: Don’t forget to Love and do things that make you happy. Eject your positivity out into the world. Let us shift. ❤ “There is no more time to be complacent. ”

To animals, to people, to all walks of life.


Why are people not happier?


For a long time I have struggled with the idea of work.
Mainly because I never see myself fit in any mass corporate institution.

I have been holding myself back with what I would like to have as work because I constantly doubt its realism.
I believe God gave us gifts in order to use them.
And we all know God wants us to be happy.
The important thing here though is, we don’t let ourselves be happy because we feel we aren’t doing what is right- what society expects from us.

We can do the things we love to do. Its the same as any other mass producing job- you still have to put forth effort, physical and mental.
The main task though, is to believe.
And to never lose sight of that.

And if your like me- when at times you let other people get you down because they are probably jealous and therefor mad at you for being happy (because you are actually doing something you love), don’t.

Don’t ever let anyone make you feel bad because they themselves aren’t happy. Sometimes unhappiness in people comes from a root problem they are having trouble dealing with.
Be their friend- be nice to them.
There may be something you can help them with. If they are willing to accept that is…

Go on, get with ya bad self! Be happy! And don’t forget to push yourself to do the “work” you want to.

One Love. 💗


Being grateful, with a need for space.


Be grateful for what you got, but don’t force yourself to stay in any situation.

I am completely grateful for help, for anyone that comes into my life and aims to help with anything-getting something done, fixing something, creating something-even just helping me become happy when they know that I am sad.

But at the same time- does that mean I should feel obligated to always be happy, to always want them around?-to always show my gratefulness?

There are times-when I need space. Who doesn’t need space?

Its a back forth dilemma with me as I hate when I am alone all the time-and then I am incredibly happy to have others around-its just not always easy to have others around all the time because I am a creature of solitude- or I used to be-for a VERY long time.

So I think to myself- are my frustrations with people-coming from that mere fact that I am not used to having people around me all the time. I am NOT USED TO having help- ALL THE TIME.

Honestly-it makes me feel weak-it makes me feel vulnerable and I am constantly wanting to push it away. I don’t like the idea of getting used to having people around-therefor- I show anger towards them- I show frustration.

I have to watch what I do or say because that may make them never want to come around again.

I want to make it clear-and I try. I tell them over and over again that I am grateful-I just won’t always show it is I am battling with how to get over my need for such space. But maybe I shouldn’t. I don’t feel like having some space is a bad thing-it’s just finding a way to communicate that need for space-without hurting someones feelings. t am in hopes that they are understanding of my ways-but one can only hope for others to think the same.

What are your ideas of space? How much do you need? Do you have any ideas that could help me?

Lately I am trying not to be so down and out-I have an idea its something to do with my nutrition also-that will do for my next post.


XO, Jenni L T

Motivational Music Monday- Brand New Me


Alicia Keys-Brand New Me

Don’t be afraid to admit that you are moving forward. There are often times when we want to take people with us. We want them to come along for the journey with you, but what is most important is that you are taking yourself along. That you let go of anything that can/will hold you back/down. From that, you will grow stronger. You will stay weak if you don’t care to worry about your own well being. There are always people willing to see that brand knew you on the other side. It’s kind of like the whole “you win some, you lose some” sort of vibe. Do you and find those people that want to see you shine! The lyrics in this song explain just that…

“Brand New Me”

It’s been a while
I’m not who I was before
You look surprised
Your words don’t burn me anymore
Been meanin’ to tell ya
But I guess it’s clear to see
Don’t be mad
It’s just a brand new kinda me
Can’t be bad
I found a brand new kinda freeCareful with your ego
He’s the one that we should blame
Had to grab my heart back
God knows something had to change
I thought that you’d be happy
I found the one thing I need
Why you mad?
It’s just a brand new kinda me
[another version has some additinal lines:
“Never bad
I found a brand new kinda free.

[one version:] It took a long, long time to get here
[another version:] It took a long, long road to get here
It took a brave, brave girl to try
It took one too many excuses, one too many lies
Don’t be surprised, don’t be surprised

[one version:] If I talk a little louder
[another version:] If I walk a little taller
If I speak up when you’re wrong
If I walk a little taller
I’ve been under you too long
If you notice that I’m different
Don’t take it personally
Don’t be mad
It’s just a brand new kinda me
[another version doesn’t have these additinal lines:
“That ain’t bad
I found a brand new kinda free.”]

Ooh, it took a long, long road to get here
It took a brave, brave girl to try
I’ve taken one too many excuses, one too many lies
Don’t be surprised, oh, said, you look surprised

Hey, if you were a friend
You’d wanna get to know me again
If you were worth the while
You’d be happy to see me smile
I’m not expecting sorry
I’m too busy finding myself
I got this
I found me, I found me, yeah

I don’t need your opinion
I’m not waiting for your “OK”
I’ll never be perfect,
But at least now I’m brave
I know my heart is open
I can finally breathe
Don’t be mad
It’s just a brand new kinda free
That ain’t bad
I found a brand new kinda me
Don’t be mad
[one version:] It’s a brand new time for me
[another version:] It’s just a brand new time for me

Lyrics from AZlyrics.com

Care about other people, but don’t forget to focus on yourself! Listen to your intuition and let yourself learn what is good for you or what is holding you from reaching your highest potential. You can’t go wrong when you listen to yourself.

<3, JLT/Fluxstruck